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Monday, November 23, 2009, 11:02 PM
eternity of Hafizukiz Zukiz
YEAH sweetheart chuck choo choo dumdum babyboo! Indeed you recaptured my heart again by creating that aweeeesome video so unexpectedly. To sacrifice your sleeping hours just to do something which is not imperative at all. I'm fully aware that you ain't tech savvy, so I really appreciate all the hard work that you put in for the video. Albeit the quality does not scream grandeur& that it's plain amateur, I'm truly touched.
You reminded me just now that it had been close to half a year since we've decided to embark in the journey of life together. It really takes a whole lot of courage, loyalty, mutual understanding, compromising, love& a lot others to achieve this far. You may be thinking that six months is a short period of time, but frankly speaking, we really went through a lot of obstacles to even reach this far.
We laughed together, shed tears together, shined together& accomplished goals together. Never did we crumble under pressure or succumb to the darkness of negativity. Tried as hard as we could to be positive& overcome each others flaws. I personally think we are really meant to be together sweetheart. Love you so much, no adjective could ever measure the love that I have for you. THANKS INFINITY for putting up with my antiques patiently& tolerating my nonsense.
p.s: ;That now I'm in a whole new world with you& it's 300509, ain't 300609 *winks*.
xoxo Labels: 300509, journey, love, obstacles, together, video |
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Thursday, November 19, 2009, 2:05 PM
FLOODED
ALRIGHTY folks, guess what?
Ngee Ann Poly had officially been FLOODED for real just now due to the torrential downpour. Yeah blame it on the poor drainage system, sucks terribly. Was gobsmacked like crazy upon stumbling the fact that my mates& I had to walk in a sea of water to attend classes at Blk 56. The flood at the convention centre really impedes a lot of people's way, totally. However, it was kind of fun& hilarious watching people's facial expressions plus antiques as they crossed over the flood. Managed to even camwhore like crazy. *kiasuism*
So drama trainings are really gonna be vigorous, meaning instead of going at a rate of once a week, it's gonna be like thrice or more a week? I really hope all of us casts can co-operate& make the production happen cuz we all wanted it right? Let's work on this together shall we& make it a production that'll be forever etched in our audience's mind, totally. Hail Jiwo Jiro! :D
p.s: Everyday changes happen, things happen; embrace it fully with a positive attitude& most importantly, an ever-ready smile.
xoxo Labels: antiques, drama, first, flood, hilarious, production |
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Friday, November 13, 2009, 12:12 AM
a light at the end of the dark tunnel
 When life give you lemons, make lemonade. How cliche eh, but frankly speaking, it's easier said than done. Life really has a lot in store for us mortals, don't you think so? I guess what life has in store for me so far really puts my patience, will& faith to test. However, I hope whatever obstacles I have gone through so far had made me into a stronger individual, insyallah.
Gazillion apologies for those who I had neglected so far, you know who you are. Blame it on the heavy workload& schedule that I have to face everyday. Alright, blame it partly on me cuz I was real oblivious to my surrounding& environment. Yeah, I admit that I may be too involved in my delegates, YEP& whatsoever without prioritising you guys like I used to but hey, I realized my mistake right?
Furthermore I'm merely a normal human being, not that I'm impeccable or anything. I hope you guys comprehend the plight that I am in cuz, however how positive my true nature can be, I do succumb to dark thoughts at times too. Seriously, you guys have no idea what kind of shit I have been encountering& hell yeah you don't wanna be in my shoes for nuts. It's THAT bad you know. I will share my predicaments with you if I'm mentally prepared, no worries.
Whatever it is, again I sincerely apologise for all my flaws in any form, whether intentional or unintentional- majority are unintentional. Maybe some of you may have the propensity to detest me to a certain degree, but I cannot do anything, can I? Rest assured I will take all your advices& work on it.
Tell you the truth, I'm really working hard on it like crazy. I really love all of you to bits& pieces; it is unwavering no matter what. You can mark my words that I'm gonna be like before& stop being sucha "workaholic". WOOHOO!
p.s: Meet the lovelies tomorrow, dress pretty eh! :D
xoxo Labels: apology, crap of life, lovelies, mortal, plight, workaholic |
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Sunday, November 08, 2009, 11:44 AM
a very depressing post
 MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY IN TOTAL SHAMBLES NOW. I think sooner or later, I'm gonna be thrusted into the chambers of depression. I lost it all, what are supposed to be the closest& dearest at heart. My family, friends, all. I don't even feel I have any more connection with them all like I used to. Yeah go enjoy yourselves, laugh& have a jolly good time while I crumble into despair. I'm not part of you all anymore. Sick of pretending that I'm alright when I'm totally not. No one will ever comprehend this agony that this soul is going through. Only God is the light, the guidance of me out of this horrid life.
Maybe sooner or later, I'm going to go somewhere very far away. Away form all the hypocrites, the fakes& those who always inflict harm on me. I abhor myself for being so whiny, negative, despondent& lachrymal. But I cannot help it, all the miseries are sucking the helluva outta me. Please don't comment if you read this post. Just fucking keep your comments to yourself. Yeah, I SWORE at the previous sentence, it's unlike me, isn't it? Don't come searching for me cuz you'll realise that all the effort is in vain. This might be my split personality, but who knows right? Damn everyone, goodbye.
xoxo Labels: crumble, depression, horrid, pretend, shambles, shit |
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Thursday, November 05, 2009, 11:53 PM
Macabre
INITIALLY boyfriend& I thought that Darah is yet another lame twisted movie, similar to Saw or any other movies related to it.
Furthermore, it is in Malay so being as unsupportive as we could be, we decided to give it a miss. However when news spread like wildfire that it was kinda awesome watch, it really grabbed our attention. Since the boy said that the trailer looked convincingly terrifying, we decided to give it a watch just now.
Boy, the movie was diabolically, sadistically, grotesquely bloody. I really ponder how much "blood" the crew had to spend on just to produce the movie. Lucky thing that the characters in the movie covered up the flaw of the movie by being so good-looking. I think that Darah is really something cuz she give me the creeps just by listening to her coarse& mysterious voice, not mentioning her presence in the movie. Oh did I mention that I totally dig their house& the dresses that Maya wore albeit her being a total jackass cuz of the super vintage elements in it? *random mode*
I'm amazed that I can still stand the sight of the assassinations transpiring in the movie, just that it really irks me on how unmerciful the assassinators could be. Damn the fact that they killed the couple with the baby, it made me so lachrymal cuz I feel their agony. Thank God the baby's alright, if not I'll personally go into the screen& kill Darah, alongside her heir. AS IF! Lol!
p.s: My skin is back to normal again& has recovered from its disease. Cheers to me! :D
xoxo Labels: assassinations, bloody, darah, diabolical, movie, vintage |
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, 12:52 AM
ASSWIPE
ALRIGHTY folks, blogskins is really being sucha bugger cuz as evident, the whole your "image has exceeded bandwith" thingy had really ruin the beauty of my blog. Pffts!It's already so tedious trying to search for the perfect skin& it only takes one of those stupid crap to cause helluva damage to everything. Ohwels, I hope I can find a new skin that catches my eye or else... Zzzzzzzzzzzz.
So, tomorrow I'm gonna go on a proper date with boyfriend, watch a movie or something. I'm still waiting patiently for New Moon& Paranormal Activity to be released. Wonder what kind of crap are we gonna watch tomorrow. Lol. Gonna meet the girls on Sat& I'm really looking forward to it like crazy. Hopefully there's no hindrance that's gonna impede my high spirits. *fingers crossed*
Shall update proper when there's inspiration eh?
p.s: Assignments& events are really taking its toll on me. On the other hand, I'm real glad that I'm getting closer to the girls in class, especially Lin& Zimah. Woohoo!
xoxo Labels: attention, bond, date, girls, inspiration, movie, skin |
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Sunday, November 01, 2009, 6:37 PM
halloween, people and acronyms
 OH I MISS MY HAPPY PILLS HELLUVA!Alrighty that's all that you need to know. I felt real bad that I couldn't join them for some dinner thingy. Thousand apologies guys cuz Aishah planned at the eleventh hour when my shec sch had something in mind already. We'll catch up pretty soooon& oh boy, I'm really looking forward to it.
On a lighter note, the meet-up with the bimbos from shec school was just terrific. Had been what seemed like eternity since I get to see them, joke around, do silly things, camwhore, gossip& do some heart-to-heart talk. Really had an awesome time catching up with them, albeit the fact that some people play bubbles. Zzzz You guys made my day bimbos& WHERE'S THE SNAPSHOTS COYI?!?! We should totally make a meet-up every month mandatory eh? :D
So yeah after like what, donkey years, I managed to embrace the fact that Singaporeans do celebrate Halloween after all. Yesterday after the pre YEP community service at Plaza Singapore, headed to Johnston's house to bathe& get ready for Sentosa Spooktacular later on. Guess what? There was a heavy downpour with lightning plus thunder at the later part of the day. Meanie Mother Earth!
So we decided to cancel the plan& it somehow dampen my spirits cuz I was totally excited about the idea of Sentosa. Decided to cab to Vivo& accompany Nadz plus Johnston parade all over in their Grim Reaper& Cat Woman costume. Yeah I went there for two consecutive days. Lol. They attracted helluva attention from the crowd& they even wanna take snapshots with them. We thought they were the only costumised people in the whole of Vivo, but it turned out that there were loads others in their creepy/cute/sexy/hilarious/unique costumes. Hail Westerners, cuz they greatly influenced our way of living! Lol!
& that's pretty much how I spent my week folks, how's yours?
p.s: I finally found out that LMAO stands for laughing my ass off& ROFL stands for rolling on floor laughing thanks to the bimbos. Pardon me for being wols. What's with the acronyms man, people are really getting lackadaisical these days! & can someone tell me wth is FML? LOL!
xoxo Labels: acronyms, bimbos, costumes, halloween, happy pills, sentosa |
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Monday, November 23, 2009, 11:02 PM
eternity of Hafizukiz Zukiz
YEAH sweetheart chuck choo choo dumdum babyboo! Indeed you recaptured my heart again by creating that aweeeesome video so unexpectedly. To sacrifice your sleeping hours just to do something which is not imperative at all. I'm fully aware that you ain't tech savvy, so I really appreciate all the hard work that you put in for the video. Albeit the quality does not scream grandeur& that it's plain amateur, I'm truly touched.
You reminded me just now that it had been close to half a year since we've decided to embark in the journey of life together. It really takes a whole lot of courage, loyalty, mutual understanding, compromising, love& a lot others to achieve this far. You may be thinking that six months is a short period of time, but frankly speaking, we really went through a lot of obstacles to even reach this far.
We laughed together, shed tears together, shined together& accomplished goals together. Never did we crumble under pressure or succumb to the darkness of negativity. Tried as hard as we could to be positive& overcome each others flaws. I personally think we are really meant to be together sweetheart. Love you so much, no adjective could ever measure the love that I have for you. THANKS INFINITY for putting up with my antiques patiently& tolerating my nonsense.
p.s: ;That now I'm in a whole new world with you& it's 300509, ain't 300609 *winks*.
xoxo Labels: 300509, journey, love, obstacles, together, video |
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Thursday, November 19, 2009, 2:05 PM
FLOODED
ALRIGHTY folks, guess what?
Ngee Ann Poly had officially been FLOODED for real just now due to the torrential downpour. Yeah blame it on the poor drainage system, sucks terribly. Was gobsmacked like crazy upon stumbling the fact that my mates& I had to walk in a sea of water to attend classes at Blk 56. The flood at the convention centre really impedes a lot of people's way, totally. However, it was kind of fun& hilarious watching people's facial expressions plus antiques as they crossed over the flood. Managed to even camwhore like crazy. *kiasuism*
So drama trainings are really gonna be vigorous, meaning instead of going at a rate of once a week, it's gonna be like thrice or more a week? I really hope all of us casts can co-operate& make the production happen cuz we all wanted it right? Let's work on this together shall we& make it a production that'll be forever etched in our audience's mind, totally. Hail Jiwo Jiro! :D
p.s: Everyday changes happen, things happen; embrace it fully with a positive attitude& most importantly, an ever-ready smile.
xoxo Labels: antiques, drama, first, flood, hilarious, production |
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Friday, November 13, 2009, 12:12 AM
a light at the end of the dark tunnel
When life give you lemons, make lemonade. How cliche eh, but frankly speaking, it's easier said than done. Life really has a lot in store for us mortals, don't you think so? I guess what life has in store for me so far really puts my patience, will& faith to test. However, I hope whatever obstacles I have gone through so far had made me into a stronger individual, insyallah.
Gazillion apologies for those who I had neglected so far, you know who you are. Blame it on the heavy workload& schedule that I have to face everyday. Alright, blame it partly on me cuz I was real oblivious to my surrounding& environment. Yeah, I admit that I may be too involved in my delegates, YEP& whatsoever without prioritising you guys like I used to but hey, I realized my mistake right?
Furthermore I'm merely a normal human being, not that I'm impeccable or anything. I hope you guys comprehend the plight that I am in cuz, however how positive my true nature can be, I do succumb to dark thoughts at times too. Seriously, you guys have no idea what kind of shit I have been encountering& hell yeah you don't wanna be in my shoes for nuts. It's THAT bad you know. I will share my predicaments with you if I'm mentally prepared, no worries.
Whatever it is, again I sincerely apologise for all my flaws in any form, whether intentional or unintentional- majority are unintentional. Maybe some of you may have the propensity to detest me to a certain degree, but I cannot do anything, can I? Rest assured I will take all your advices& work on it.
Tell you the truth, I'm really working hard on it like crazy. I really love all of you to bits& pieces; it is unwavering no matter what. You can mark my words that I'm gonna be like before& stop being sucha "workaholic". WOOHOO!
p.s: Meet the lovelies tomorrow, dress pretty eh! :D
xoxo Labels: apology, crap of life, lovelies, mortal, plight, workaholic |
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Sunday, November 08, 2009, 11:44 AM
a very depressing post
MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY IN TOTAL SHAMBLES NOW. I think sooner or later, I'm gonna be thrusted into the chambers of depression. I lost it all, what are supposed to be the closest& dearest at heart. My family, friends, all. I don't even feel I have any more connection with them all like I used to. Yeah go enjoy yourselves, laugh& have a jolly good time while I crumble into despair. I'm not part of you all anymore. Sick of pretending that I'm alright when I'm totally not. No one will ever comprehend this agony that this soul is going through. Only God is the light, the guidance of me out of this horrid life.
Maybe sooner or later, I'm going to go somewhere very far away. Away form all the hypocrites, the fakes& those who always inflict harm on me. I abhor myself for being so whiny, negative, despondent& lachrymal. But I cannot help it, all the miseries are sucking the helluva outta me. Please don't comment if you read this post. Just fucking keep your comments to yourself. Yeah, I SWORE at the previous sentence, it's unlike me, isn't it? Don't come searching for me cuz you'll realise that all the effort is in vain. This might be my split personality, but who knows right? Damn everyone, goodbye.
xoxo Labels: crumble, depression, horrid, pretend, shambles, shit |
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Thursday, November 05, 2009, 11:53 PM
Macabre
INITIALLY boyfriend& I thought that Darah is yet another lame twisted movie, similar to Saw or any other movies related to it.
Furthermore, it is in Malay so being as unsupportive as we could be, we decided to give it a miss. However when news spread like wildfire that it was kinda awesome watch, it really grabbed our attention. Since the boy said that the trailer looked convincingly terrifying, we decided to give it a watch just now.
Boy, the movie was diabolically, sadistically, grotesquely bloody. I really ponder how much "blood" the crew had to spend on just to produce the movie. Lucky thing that the characters in the movie covered up the flaw of the movie by being so good-looking. I think that Darah is really something cuz she give me the creeps just by listening to her coarse& mysterious voice, not mentioning her presence in the movie. Oh did I mention that I totally dig their house& the dresses that Maya wore albeit her being a total jackass cuz of the super vintage elements in it? *random mode*
I'm amazed that I can still stand the sight of the assassinations transpiring in the movie, just that it really irks me on how unmerciful the assassinators could be. Damn the fact that they killed the couple with the baby, it made me so lachrymal cuz I feel their agony. Thank God the baby's alright, if not I'll personally go into the screen& kill Darah, alongside her heir. AS IF! Lol!
p.s: My skin is back to normal again& has recovered from its disease. Cheers to me! :D
xoxo Labels: assassinations, bloody, darah, diabolical, movie, vintage |
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, 12:52 AM
ASSWIPE
ALRIGHTY folks, blogskins is really being sucha bugger cuz as evident, the whole your "image has exceeded bandwith" thingy had really ruin the beauty of my blog. Pffts!It's already so tedious trying to search for the perfect skin& it only takes one of those stupid crap to cause helluva damage to everything. Ohwels, I hope I can find a new skin that catches my eye or else... Zzzzzzzzzzzz.
So, tomorrow I'm gonna go on a proper date with boyfriend, watch a movie or something. I'm still waiting patiently for New Moon& Paranormal Activity to be released. Wonder what kind of crap are we gonna watch tomorrow. Lol. Gonna meet the girls on Sat& I'm really looking forward to it like crazy. Hopefully there's no hindrance that's gonna impede my high spirits. *fingers crossed*
Shall update proper when there's inspiration eh?
p.s: Assignments& events are really taking its toll on me. On the other hand, I'm real glad that I'm getting closer to the girls in class, especially Lin& Zimah. Woohoo!
xoxo Labels: attention, bond, date, girls, inspiration, movie, skin |
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Sunday, November 01, 2009, 6:37 PM
halloween, people and acronyms
OH I MISS MY HAPPY PILLS HELLUVA! Alrighty that's all that you need to know. I felt real bad that I couldn't join them for some dinner thingy. Thousand apologies guys cuz Aishah planned at the eleventh hour when my shec sch had something in mind already. We'll catch up pretty soooon& oh boy, I'm really looking forward to it.
On a lighter note, the meet-up with the bimbos from shec school was just terrific. Had been what seemed like eternity since I get to see them, joke around, do silly things, camwhore, gossip& do some heart-to-heart talk. Really had an awesome time catching up with them, albeit the fact that some people play bubbles. Zzzz You guys made my day bimbos& WHERE'S THE SNAPSHOTS COYI?!?! We should totally make a meet-up every month mandatory eh? :D
So yeah after like what, donkey years, I managed to embrace the fact that Singaporeans do celebrate Halloween after all. Yesterday after the pre YEP community service at Plaza Singapore, headed to Johnston's house to bathe& get ready for Sentosa Spooktacular later on. Guess what? There was a heavy downpour with lightning plus thunder at the later part of the day. Meanie Mother Earth!
So we decided to cancel the plan& it somehow dampen my spirits cuz I was totally excited about the idea of Sentosa. Decided to cab to Vivo& accompany Nadz plus Johnston parade all over in their Grim Reaper& Cat Woman costume. Yeah I went there for two consecutive days. Lol. They attracted helluva attention from the crowd& they even wanna take snapshots with them. We thought they were the only costumised people in the whole of Vivo, but it turned out that there were loads others in their creepy/cute/sexy/hilarious/unique costumes. Hail Westerners, cuz they greatly influenced our way of living! Lol!
& that's pretty much how I spent my week folks, how's yours?
p.s: I finally found out that LMAO stands for laughing my ass off& ROFL stands for rolling on floor laughing thanks to the bimbos. Pardon me for being wols. What's with the acronyms man, people are really getting lackadaisical these days! & can someone tell me wth is FML? LOL!
xoxo Labels: acronyms, bimbos, costumes, halloween, happy pills, sentosa |
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